Posted by susan C on October 10, 2001, at 15:19:35
In reply to I have decided I am not sick, posted by susan C on October 9, 2001, at 18:36:59
I hope my expression of irony, sarcasum, indignation and frustration had the right amount of silliness in it to let you all know I am staying the course. Much appreciation for the forum to express myself and receive support. Thank you all for your thoughful responses.
Off to nap and listen to the wind howl...my sunflowers' leaves are developing bright yellow sploches as the sun heads south. Maybe I will leave them up all winter and watch them change?
Mouse zzzzzzzzzzz
susan C
> I have decided I am not sick, I am not crazy, I am just a special one percent of the population that happens to be happy one minute and very sad the next.
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> I have decided I am not sick, I am just sick of trying medications and talking about being sick.
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> I have decided that all the chemicals I have taken and all the doubleblind placebo controled research funded by pharmacedical companies that i have tried to read and understand are just a load of horse pucky and all deserve to be pitched in the recycle bin and used for cellulous insulation in low income housing. That my wee brain is not academic enough to sort through and compare the differences and I am tired of pretending or trying to try to understand.
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> I have decided that the day it is sunny I will wash my windows with q-tips or cotton buds depending on whether or not I want to be in England or not.
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> And the day it rains, i will iron my Iranian handwoven rung number 17406, which is loosing some of its nap on one end, and one of those rainy days I will rework the end of the rug so it will be safe and secure.
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> And the handful of pills I take every day will be sent to the incinerator, not flushed down the toilet, because, I don't want the fish in the bay to wake up one morning and say...
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> Oh, I am not feeling steady on my feet today.
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> I will drink water, eat my fruits and vegetables and make sure I eat enough fiber and take a walk even if it is only to the garbage can, 10 steps away from my door.
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> I am not sick, I am just different.
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> mouse in a leather jacket on a motorcycle
> susan C
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> (there! I feel better already)
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