Posted by susan C on September 14, 2001, at 21:09:20
In reply to Too much for me to bear, posted by akc on September 14, 2001, at 20:17:36
akc, call your doc, get help, I am so sorry you are hurting. I will keep telling you how much you help me. Hoping, you will be around when I need help, like you have in the past few months. If I could I would get some flowers and sneak by and leave them on your door step. And you could share them with your mom.
a serimouse
Susan C> My mom is back in the hospital. And all the cancer treatment she painfully endured -- the tumor has grown, so it appears to have not helped at all. I'm too weary. I'm going to keep going for my mother. But there is not much other reason -- I'm too alone, in too much pain, unable it appears to make the changes necessary to even begin to make life worth a little bit living. I just can't stand the pain much longer -- I really can't take it. I can't take the pain inside me -- and I can't take the pain out there.
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