Posted by dreamer on August 24, 2001, at 19:46:33
I'm not so concerned about weekends every day is friday.
I hear drunken revelries outside .My rare early morning walks reveal the post party enthusiasm rubbish/paper broken bottles. People lost or sleeping on night buses.
A rebellious release from a 9-5, a prowling through bars and clubs looking for sex or love.
A friend my only closest friend is-a -glowing with exitement to meet his love and i feel so happy for him even though he was my post- 5 year relationship.
I ask him how does it feel to be in love.He smiles I say if it happened to me i'd be so manically high on top of the world.
I feel no jelousy no loneliness just a feeling of outside-ness an outsider looking in trying to imagine how it feels if i were in their shoes.
poster:dreamer
thread:10161
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