Posted by Glenn Fagelson on July 13, 2001, at 17:53:06
Folks, it has been a real bad day and I could
sure use some support because life just doesn't
seem worth the bother and the pain.
Right now, I would like to crawl in a
hole and get a lobotomy for "imagined" misdeeds
and misthoughts that I have committed. The
"black dog" is upon me today and I do not
have the psychic energy to push him away.
I have tried to be the best son that any
parent would ever want. I am the gentlest
of souls. My parents try to make me the whipping boy in my family;
and for right now, there is not much I can do
about it, due to certain circumstances beyond
my control. This is not like me to play the
role of the victim, but I guess I am entitled
to it for 1 day. Usually I am pretty good
at fencing off my parents' negative and
critical natures. Not today,however.Glenn
Ps: Don't get me wrong; I can be quite assertive
as well as gentle.
poster:Glenn Fagelson
thread:7388
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