Posted by tina on June 29, 2001, at 9:26:37
In reply to Re: Woweeeeeeeee » tina, posted by dreamer on June 29, 2001, at 7:15:16
I'd love to see your art someday dreamer.
I don't get depressed when my posts don't get answered, I get depressed when the people who say they are my friends constantly let me down and don't act like friends at all.
I have this one friend, she lives in another city and comes here to visit her mother. She always calls me and says she'll come over in the morning but she never does and she never calls to tell me why. Over and over again. Not to mention my family who thinks that my brother is King of the world and can do no wrong but that I am the black sheep with the mental problems who can be dismissed just because I have a husband to look after me. I need love too but they seem to have written me off just because I'm married and maybe they think I'm not their problem anymore.
It's just an unfair world full of pain and sorrow dreamer. It's seems very hopeless sometimes.
hugs
Tina
> > Sounds wonderful dreamer, What are you taking? I want some.
> > HOpe it lasts hun
> > What are you painting?
> > Tina
> > > Oh dear I'm a wee too high.
> > > The world is bright I'm overwhelmed with intense feelings of love although I'm not in love with anyone except my cat and beastiality is definatelly a no no.
> > > I may even be hallucinating but I'm not worried about it and last night with eyes closed I witnessed the most spectacular show of flashing pictures and patterns. My sleep is good the best for years no bad dreams. Hope I stay in this condition forever.
> > > My doc is keeping an eye on me and I worry he'll notice my vast improvement and take away my meds .I'm laughing at nothing in particular but I'm happy.
> > > Hypomania without the irritation and anger of mania or paranoia~ has someone slipped an E in the milk.
> > > Don't know if this is the real me or the party after the storm . I'm off to paint.
>
> Hello there Tina,
> Well, I think it's the xtra effexor plus strong filtered coffee. Fortunately I can sleep if only for 2 hrs so I don't get too crazy.
> I'm painting kindof organic shapes in a realistic kinda way that jump out at you~ oil on canvas. Been on this painting for 2+ years so I'm determined.
> Hows things there anyway , was going to reply to your previous post about being invisible but found difficulty with right words, I too feel hurt sometimes if my posts get no reply, silly really.
> Take care
poster:tina
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