Posted by geekUK on May 20, 2001, at 20:40:00
Well its 2.30am, effexor making me untired and unworryed (AT the moment!). Have a Psychopathology exam tomorrow. you all may think this funny but I do a BSC Psychology course in my spare time (JOB= Depression). Final year exams, I realised a few weeks ago I wouldnt get enough to do the MSC. Since then lost all interest. and sunk into catatonia. Problem is may fail, meaning resit the year. Yeah, right. Its enough at the moment to try to keep myself out of hospital! I just hate the I dea of another year. ANyone who says student life is easy must be joking when u live on as much money as me and still try to maintain an unhealthy alcohol abuse problem.
SO a job is next, problem is I dont beleive I am able to do the 9-5 grind. And I dont have enough confidence to get the graduate job I am meant to. I Feel like a job as a cleaner again and clean up piss +pubes! At least this is something I know I can Do better than And therefore never fail.Anyways, this is a freeflowing brook of thought. Read, answer, write anything or not. I dont have a diary so why not publish this on the web.
Alcohol 8 units (V.G) ciggarettes 16 (avarage) callories (enough to metabolise effexor!)
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