Posted by Ugenia Kay on March 21, 2001, at 0:10:52
In reply to Please help 1/2, posted by Dubya on March 20, 2001, at 21:28:57
Why are you tripling the med? Is it not working goodenough? You said that the dreams are better than the symptoms before the med. Are the dreams worse? I really think that you should talk to your doctor, or Dr. Bob on this site about this. Think about these questions too. I really think a dog will be a good thing; aninals are better companions and more supportive than the human kind. Ugenia Kay
> Am I the problem or do I have the problem? That's why I ask how do I know if my AD is working or not.
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> Last night, I had a weird thought which I'd never really carry out but, visualized being hung. Oh yeah and the ongoing thoughts of jumping off an office tower. Hmm, the weird part is, I have no intentions of hurting myself. On my wrists, I have a few surface cuts from an exacto knife blade. Weirdly(thankgoodness), I didn't dare dig deep enough into the vein. Even more weird is, I don't want scaring but yet look what I am doing.
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> I am hoping my anti-dep (AD) Clomipramine being an anti-Bulimic, Anti-OCD, Anti-dep., anti-Anxiety will stop me from doing this. Oh last point, the Clomipramine has made me experience vivid dreams at night. I'd rather have these dreams than suffer from my "problems" so I will stick to my AD. On a better note, I am getting a dog on Thurs afternoon, my 1st.
poster:Ugenia Kay
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