Posted by ksvt on December 2, 2000, at 14:39:56
In reply to Re: Racer?, posted by Noa on December 1, 2000, at 14:28:42
> Racer - everytime we've ever hired someone, we've always understood that it takes a while to evaluate the speed at which someone works. It's just not an immediate issue. Good luck ksvt
So you've established yourself as resident genius, eh? Not a bad start, if you ask me!
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> As for the "shoulds"---considering the source of the should is a good idea, as you suggest.
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> Myoclonic jerks--I get this from effexor (I also got it from Paxil). It would be both the full body jerk, like feeling you are falling all of a sudden, and also numerous random muscle flexes---muscles that I could not ever possibly flex intentionally---just suddenly jerk or twitch. For me, serzone counteracts this. I assume your myoclonus happens when you are lying down or about to fall asleep? Have you asked your pdoc about this?
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> The anxiety is par for the course, isn't it, when you start a new job? Plus, you have had some low moods, and I know that when I am just coming out of low moods, my anxiety is always high, because I am vigilantly on guard lest the depression return. All the moreso if you just started a job, I would guess.
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> I like that you are trying to tell yourself it is ok not to be super speedy at everything. Look, I think you have impressed the hell out of everyone already, I don't think speed is going to be that big of an issue, because your value to this group is very obvious.
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