Posted by laural on October 20, 2000, at 2:20:31
In reply to Re: Racer's post » ksvt, posted by Racer on October 20, 2000, at 1:09:12
> You're so kind!
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> The depression has a lot to do with my own fantasies of getting a good job because I'm good, rather than going through the grind of trying to force people to look at me.
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> Plus, I may have another problem: while I've always wanted children, this wouldn't be a good time. This would be a rotten time. I'm not sure yet, and even if I am, I have a history of early miscarriage.
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> But I have felt strange for a week or so, and it's starting to feel as though I'm being introduced to 'someone', if that makes sense...
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> Timing ain't everything, eh? I'll let you know what happens, but something's certainly playing a number on my emotions. I'm ready to laugh -- then cry! In a split second, and everything seems more important than it is.
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> And it's not fun feeling sick to my stomach so often...
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> I'm pretending that it's just worry, and that I'll get over it. Then, if I'm wrong, it won't hurt so much...
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> Thanks for thinking of me, though.hi racer--
i was reading the above and i'm not sure what meds you might be on (if any) but some meds are VERY detrimental to fetus development, --maybe it would be a good idea to find out what's going on and stop any damaging meds (ie depakote) or maybe i'm completely misreading what you wrote, i don't have the whole story--at any rate congrats, maybe???
laural
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