Posted by rjlockhart37 on May 15, 2019, at 0:32:07
In reply to Re: new name : therapist support, posted by baseball55 on April 9, 2019, at 18:05:25
i've been kinda away from society, not .. well situation, either i'm going to make a jump and find a job that could sustain to move. I think it is good for someone who is there watching you change, and supporting you. Don't take this as ... i don't...yet i've written tons of self improvement spirals, and i've created many things online that are catching attention of people. It is good to have sommeone there, and say im here for you. I leanrned some time ago, that i don't open up, i deal with what im going thruogh online projects and self improvement spirtals of recording goals, and .... it does kinda work. But still i have to deal with things on my own, i don't tell people. Maybe doing a jump and getting back into social scene, i just don't know how im going to do it.
willing to change, yes is a major factor, someone who doesnt .. they stay pessimistic, its like don't want to change. Drowing yourself in alcohol, and recreational drugs - you begin to rely on it, and then it will begin to change and doing addtive symptoms - leaving places early, being discreet about things, looking forward to the drug rather than life events..
i just...i have not seen counsel in a long time, and i just started learning on my own, the way i see therapist is they talk with you and help you understand things, but they are not there in life situations where you need friends to help you. I kinda rather see a psychiatrist than a therapist.
anyways....that was kinda babble,i've been away from society for a long time, and i've .. just started my own projects. And evnetually find a entry level position, or something im good at that i will not fall behind. Somtims i feel i'm left in in time, that i was suppost to go to college in 2005, to a university. I had set backs, and then more set backs. I just feel that somehow part of me is still waiting to go to college, like i was 14 years ago. There's time stamps, 2005, 2001 when i graduated in 8th grade with all ny friends, getting ready for high school. There's just time stamps that feel left back in time, waiting ... i think i'm the only person now that has to solve this dilema, being on own. Thinking somehow a situation or a organization would see my hard work, and do a jump and everything happens at once.
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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