Posted by surfergirl on June 9, 2009, at 23:57:56
Early last week I left a message with my former therapist requesting to restart therapy with him. I saw him for 3 years and "graduated" about 12 years ago. We were at an ending point then but left the door open. I saw him again briefly 2 years ago when I had cancer. I was not ready to restart full on therapy then even though I could have used it on one level, as I was focusing on the physical stuff.
I called him again today & left a message. Still no call back. I am worried about him, obsessing about my need for therapy, feeling a little rejected. This man knows more about my inner-workings than any other person...I am sad but still hoping to hear from him, even if it is to say "no"--no room in schedule, retired, won lottery, etc.
I am wondering if this is God's way of saying no...
poster:surfergirl
thread:900257
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20090515/msgs/900257.html