Posted by B2chica on May 15, 2009, at 11:53:16
In reply to WARNING-Gruesome/trigger - handguns and depression, posted by garnet71 on May 3, 2009, at 20:57:07
i would just like to say, yes it is a triggering topic and needs caution reading. but it is very important to post this stuff. Not only for you but for others.
i know for me, many...many times i wished i had a gun so that it would be quick, so that i could just "do it" while my impulses were in control.
i don't own a gun for that very reason. its just to easy to grab it and have it be a sure shot.
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also what you mentioned about the findings is another thing that helps me to "not go through with it".
because i push myself to think not just about the 'act' but the afterwards.
who finds you, where, when. and force myself to imagine what it would be like for that person.all of that helps me, although Very unpleasant and very painful, does help me to maybe reach out once more to someone or something.
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i am very sorry this has touched you and your son in such a way.
please continue to talk about it. as much as you need to.
but take care of yourself. only do what you can.best wishes.
b2c.
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