Posted by muffled on January 26, 2008, at 22:06:34
why is it so controversial? I reckon its different for all. i am comming to better understand how it all is. i am better understanding how its hard for others to sometimes 'get' it. i am afraid to say more cuz i think everybody been talking behind me somehow that i stupid and say dumbass things and that i an idiot too. but i try to help. i try to write HERE cuz then maybe there's others who were like me and had NO CLUE at all and net was not much help. and I was SO confused, and SO alone and babble made me feel less so. but now i think my head got too full of itself thinking it knew stuff and maybe it wasn't so dumb, but its dumb. i just want people to know i TRY. i want to add good to this world. but now scared to say much cuz then people say i dumb. stupid. but then i write this and people say...'do not be hard on yourself' but this is my thots and some may be dumb, and some may be real, and this is just what i feel and so i say this.
my T is SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO nice.
she watching my back she is.
i getting mixed up.
night.
m
poster:muffled
thread:809101
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