Posted by Muffled on November 5, 2007, at 11:50:03
In reply to Re: **STRONG TRIGGER***(suicide thougts) » muffled, posted by B2chica on November 5, 2007, at 10:43:12
> actually muffled you are right...i don't know why but i am...i get terrified almost paralyzed by this voice/thought. and its like he knows what i'm gonna say and if i try to tell him 'not today" he interrupts and says something else...
*yeah, well, if its ANYthing like mine..its something to contend with all right. Mine is calm, quiet, seductive, powerful... But here I am. I won. I am still here.
Mebbe don't even engage the voice at all. Try to just thot stop.
Maybe, ugh, in T, you can investigate why this voice is there at this time. Seems for me, everything comes down to triggers, stress, and/or fear...
Sucks. Sucks feeling it, sucks dealing with it. But you and I B2, we got the biggest reasons in the world to push onwards...our babies.> and ya...i am S. thinking..again...it must have been burried. it arose again this weekend.
*have you tired your meds, even a bit? low dose? For me it DOES help when stuff goes over the top...
Best wishes to you B2.
M
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