pain and life

Posted by Dory on September 22, 2007, at 10:17:11

stress and pain and not understanding myself
not understanding who i am or why i am
not understanding the deep pain or the deep anger
just trying to put one foot in front of the other
my T says it makes perfect sense that i would be hurting now
confused and in pain
he said it's because of what i am trying to sort through
with him
and all the things around me
they keep me trapped
they hurt
they make me want to not be alive anymore
they make me want to stop suffering
they make me afraid
of myself
of others
they make me run away
make me hide in the dark
i hate myself
hate me and don't know why
don't know why i wouldn't
don't know what is good in me
all i see is bad
all i see is wrong
what i feel is stupid and wrong
be me
don't be me
hate myself
so confused
i try
i really try
lashing tearing pushing angry
crying
alone

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