Posted by gazo on April 21, 2007, at 23:34:22
i know i need therapy. That is no secret. But there are problems i worrry about. Financial is one thing... i have very good reason to worry about being able to keep paying for it. It really worries me that i could come to trust this guy, get into difficult issues and then have to abruptly terminate due to money problems.
and then there is the other issue...
my life is complicated at best right now. Starting therapy and knowing that we will be digging around in my past has raised some ugly demons for me.. that component has been big in my recent binging lifestyle.
so i am wondering if maybe therapy isn't right for me now... maybe i should be waiting until the immediate crisis is over? Maybe trying to do all of this right now is too much?
or... maybe it would be the extra support i need to get through it..
i am confused. i think primarily i am worried about losing this resource at a bad time.. getting "hooked" and then losing it.
what should i do?
poster:gazo
thread:752266
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