Posted by wishingstar on October 18, 2006, at 18:55:36
In reply to Re: got a letter from anne » pegasus, posted by TherapyGirl on October 18, 2006, at 12:19:45
I'm really not in a place to write a coherent response to anyones comments right now. I want to.. and I will.. but I just cant do it at the moment. I just wanted to say that I got them and really truly appreciate all your support. You guys are right on... like therapygirl said, I love your way with words pegasus.
I called a suicide hotline last night and spoke to a young-ish girl who must not have been doing it for long. She lectured me about how there are people who love me and to just listen to what my therapist says and things will get better. Also, I guess no one told her that the words hospitalization and institutionalization are NOT used interchangably... at least not in my mind. Oh well. She said she'd have one of her supervisors call me this morning (someone who knew my town and its resources) but did anyone call? No, of course not. I must be wearing a sign that says "if i ask you to call back, im just kidding".
I called another tonight. Still less than helpful. Theres just nothing these anonymous people can do for me. That isnt their fault. I wish there was though. Just a minute ago I called and left a message for Laurie asking her to call me. We'll see. I'm doing laundry to prepare for the possibiliy that I might just admit myself tomorrow or this weekend. I'm just at the end of my rope.
Thank you everyone for being here and understanding.
poster:wishingstar
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