Posted by Jost on October 12, 2006, at 11:46:31
In reply to nevermind all that....., posted by wishingstar on October 12, 2006, at 11:09:30
Sorry wishingstar.
It's not her fault--- she's doing the right thing for you-- but you don't deserve this now.
You deserve having everything work out-- a good T who can see you and calls and remembers what you say, and helps you to express things that are hard.
Hope is a double-edged sword, for sure. It leads to disappointment-- but it also, if you don't let the flame die out-- leads to the things you hope for--
Even if the flame is low, try to protect it, don't put it into the wind, but don't put it out. Just let it be a low flame in a protected space.
You'll get through this, even though it's still so hard. There is a T out there for you-- and maybe this T, even though it's discouraging and hard to say goodby, will help you find her.
{{{Wishingstar}}}
Jost
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