Posted by Amandafran on September 24, 2006, at 16:01:08
alrighty. Now, I know this is probably going to sound really weird but Im not really sure if I am the only one who is or has experienced this and im not really sure what it is or means...so I need some help. I have gotten to where I can visualize/fantasize about a situation or event in my mind...and I can play it out in my mind...and yet it is totally not real or true..Like earlier today I had this scenario going that my best friend had died...and no one knew what to do..and I was at work..and they had to call my therapist to come and calm me down but he couldnt even because I was hyperventilating..so I ended up going with the paramedics to the hospital...needless to say this was all thought of in my head...but when I got into my car to go to church this morning and was driving down the road...I felt as if I was still in my "other situation " of my friend being dead...I guess what im trying to say is that I felt like I had two lives. Is anyone following this? I know it sounds really weird.
Has anyone had an experience like this where they feel like they are "here" but not really Here? what does this mean? What causes this? Is there something wrong with me? Who spends most of their life feeling like their life is a movie...that is how I feel. i feel like if I dont like what is goin going on or if I am bored or whatever that I can create a scenario in my mind and then get totally lost in this "other World". But then...I have a hard time coming back to reality ...WHAT IS GOING ON?
Any help would be great.
Amandafran
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thread:688743
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