Posted by 10derHeart on September 10, 2006, at 13:34:16
In reply to Arrrgggghhh***trigger negative rant***, posted by muffled on September 10, 2006, at 12:59:13
>>Freak of the century.
I am SUCH an idiot.
I say stupid things, I do stupid things.<<I say to that: NO, NO, NO, NO, NO
NOT TRUE!!
Remember, well, at least if you're anything like me and I'm sure many here, the worst, most 'black and white' negative stuff we THINK and FEEL inside (like the world's biggest effing moron) has ZERO relationship to reality. It's just thoughts and feelings, and distorted ones, at that. It isn't really the actual 'you.' I know - it sure does seem like it, but it's you-know-who messing with you.
God doesn't see that about you - I know you believe that, and the less-than-desireable stuff He does see in ALL of us, well, he loves you right through it - loves you even more. And so do we here.
And as for actually doing 'stupid things' sometimes, I say - SO WHAT? Good, even. Do we want to be around perfect people (robots?) who never make mistakes? Nope. I want to be around you MORE if you mess up in speaking or whatever, 'cause then I know you're a regular human like me, and I like that - a lot!
Sorry you're sounding so frustrated and angry, muffly. I know it hurts to get that way. It'll pass - ya' know? It always does.
You said no hugs, so I won't this time, BUT NOT for the reason you said. I'm not afraid of you or anything from you getting on me. You are NOT contaminated.
You hang in there. Post some more. Tell us if something happened if you feel up to it.
poster:10derHeart
thread:684716
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