Posted by pegasus on September 8, 2006, at 22:20:23
In reply to Re: Asked ex-T for phone session » Daisym, posted by Dinah on September 8, 2006, at 14:40:15
This is so awful feeling. I didn't hear anything back again today. I left the two emails yesterday, and then this afternoon I started thinking that if he'd gotten them he would have replied in some way. And I hated the idea of being left hanging for another weekend. So I called him and left a message saying a shorter version of what I said in my second email. I thought he'd call back, or at least email. In my voicemail I mentioned that I'm pretty anxious for a response, but that I know he's busy and I'd try to be patient. The truth is that this waiting is very painful.
I think he's going to say no. I mean, if he were really willing, wouldn't he have answered in some form by now? He never blew off phone calls when I called him in the past. Although, of course, then I was actually a client. I guess now I don't count so much anymore, which really feels awful. I feel so damn pathetic. And . . . I'm getting angry.
I'm tired of this drama, and I wish I hadn't asked him after all.
p
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