Posted by rjlockhart on July 10, 2006, at 16:41:34
Hi
Dont post here much. But i have to tell this to someone. anyways, I have alot of stress going on iwth my two jobs. Listen i wanted to know.
Well i have imaginary people, no i dont see them.... when i usally lay down. I go into the depth of my imagination. Go into the City into a lofty-type aparment, when i get there, there there, they have just got off work too, i do that to make it seem more real. Anyways, I sit and talk about my problems, Rob, Ritchie, And Tiff, are always encouraging to me, if i did something bad, or im freaking just in pain. They are around my age.... i know this is really crazy, thats why im asking if it causes insanity. When something is really happening bad, i visualize Rob will sort of see whats wrong and tell me its going ok you just need to this. Advice.
You know I just realized i think its really MYSELF trying to help myself. But then i have times when i say I am here for here for myself in an emergency, not imiginary friends.
I talk them what am I going to do with my problems, but i dont know if its like inner mind therpay. Its crazy.
Anyways, i am normal, dont hear voices, anything, a long time ago i thought i really was going INSANE with schizophrenia. Then that when these imaginary friends to help go throught that horrid time.
Each one, Rob usally says hey man what going on, gets me in a better mood.
Ritchie is more concerned about my health, if i do somethign like well something that is bad for me, he will get mad, and tell me why. Tiff is just around to listen.Anyways thats it.
What do you think?
rj
this is a very wierd post, ive never posted a post like this. But i need to get things out in the open.
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