Posted by Tamar on July 7, 2006, at 15:08:49
In reply to Re: Here we go again » Tamar, posted by Dinah on July 7, 2006, at 12:55:30
The impression I formed (and I could be wrong) is that my GP called my therapist to ask him how I was doing.
Now that I've calmed down a bit I've realised that she might have spoken to him this morning. They sometimes work in the same building on Fridays. She might have asked him informally about me before my appointment, knowing that I wanted to ask her about reducing my dose.
But STILL! I don't think they should be discussing me, however informally, without my prior knowledge, unless there's a very good reason.
Grrrrrr....
Actually I'm somewhat ashamed to admit: another thought also came to me... There have been times when I've imagined my therapist in a relationship with my GP. I always found that idea a little startling and wondered where it came from. After this incident, I suspect the idea is a transferential reference to my parents: my therapist and my GP know eachother and they both have similar relationships to me. I think today's events triggered feelings of danger based on my memories of my mother calling my father at work and telling him I'd been a bad girl, which inevitably led to him coming home from work and punching me.
But STILL! I don't like it. I just don't like it...
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