Posted by Susan47 on December 26, 2005, at 23:20:04
In reply to Re: Wouldn't be surprised » Susan47, posted by Dinah on December 25, 2005, at 16:05:30
Dinah, the problem is that he did something that can't be proven. It's a matter of the way someone behaves, possibly without their conscious awareness. I've posted before what he did, I've posted it all here, in bits and pieces, it's all here on this website, on different boards. It's a complete story and unfortunately, I didn't know I was ever heading in this direction and I still don't really want to go there, I don't like the way things are going, and I want to RUN away from it and sometimes I even think I'm getting a bit paranoid about it, because I've spent such a long time denying this happened.
And I loved him, I mean I had these therapist/client feelings that were so fr*gging tied up with this behaviour that occurred, in addition to the way I behaved as a consequence of it all, that I could be labelled a psycho. A real psycho. And there've been a lot of times I've posted when I've been in real emotional distress, and I know I didn't sound sane or rational, although there were always very good reasons for everything that was said .. and done... this is not going well. I feel really sad about all of this, this never needed to happen and it might still not have to happen and I all I can do now is wonder what type of man my T was.
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