Posted by messadivoce on November 5, 2005, at 20:57:33
In reply to Messavoce?, posted by Shortelise on November 5, 2005, at 12:53:32
Thanks, ShortE, for asking.
I got sick on Tuesday, so I've just been concentrating on dragging my butt to work. I took the afternoon off on Tuesday because I felt like hell, but since I'm not done with my 90 day probationary period yet, I don't get paid for sick time off. I was too obstinate to take any more unpaid time so I just sucked it up.
Which I'm good at doing, actually. Maybe too good.
The longings come and go, and I never know when I'm going to get clobbered. I think about writing to ex T, but then I wonder what I will say? Do I stay light and surface? Do I delve into how hard it is to miss him? I want him to know that I'm happy, but sad too from missing him.
I might end up sending him a Christmas card. I know when I get married I will send him a wedding picture.
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