Posted by alexandra_k on November 2, 2005, at 22:55:48
In reply to Re: ((((Muffled)))) » alexandra_k, posted by muffled on November 2, 2005, at 22:06:12
> I wasn't gonna post here anything but nice things to others, then I can't be hurt but mebbe be good for others.
That is a lovely thought :-)
But... Well... We like to hear what you think too. And we'd like to be here to support you too. Sometimes with posting... There can be a little bit of risk involved. Will people understand me? Will people be harsh with me? Will they just tell me to pull myself together? Have I completely lost it? Sometimes its that little risk... That has the potential to help us out so very much as others receive us sympathetically.>But then I got seriously freaked about Dr. Bobs home page thing and I wanted it to be ok.
Ah. I didn't get that you were seriously freaked...
>But noone really knows do they.Dr. Bob is silent(or maybe on holiday?!!?:)) And It bothered me.
Sometimes you have to give him a couple days...
Sometimes even a week...
After that... Its about time to make sure he saw it ;-)
Seriously though. Patience...
(I say this because I used to get wound up about his ignoring me after only a few hours but I guess I'm being trained well)
;-)> And then I realize that I must have exposed myself despite meyself and then the pain comes and the kid just don't like that.
(((muffled)))
> I also told my T. in a fax about meeting a real little one very briefly yesterday.I named her and she was SO happy. She was so sweet and happy and it made me like myself more cuz she is me. I'm not very separated really. Shes gone now. Melded with me I hope.
:-)
Sounds like your 'inner child'. A lot of people have them. The little and vulnerable (and sometimes happy) part of you.>I dunno what T. will make of that. She hasn't sent me to p doc cuz I don't need meds and she doesn't want a label put on me to carry around.
Good idea.
>I am nervous about some stuff too. So I am trying to connect with the part of me that causes the ongoing unhappiness, and she come out all right. I want to tell her its ok. She doesn't have to be scared and angry and hurt and confused,that its ok now. But I guess I better wait another day. I am exposing myself. I'm not so sure.
Yeah. Sometimes that can help... Othertimes... For me anyway... It doesn't seem to so much... It is hard for me to know how to cope with anger and frustration too...
> You're post. I've read it 10x. It feels nice. I'm trying to let it be so.Thank you.
:-)
You are welcome.
Your hugs are like that.
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