Posted by LittleGirlLost on January 6, 2005, at 21:14:28
In reply to anyone ever feel worse?, posted by rainbowbrite on January 6, 2005, at 17:32:25
Oh Rain,
I can so totally relate. I'm there right now. Came home from therapy a little while ago, and feel as though I could die from the pain. For me, I'm not upset when I'm there (whole other issue!), but when I get home it's awful! I don't know if it's because I miss her? Or I get to almost feel like I have a caring mother for a little while and then I have to leave? I know thoughts, feelings, memories get triggered and stirred up while I'm there, but it seems like just her presense stirs up something deep inside that I'm not even in touch with. I just ache to be with her again.
I understand what you are going through. I really hurt.
LGL
> i am so confused, i had therapy today and i left feeling horrible. i didn't feel great to begin but i am feeling much worse now. i don't know what to do with myself, all i can do is cry! i am feeling so alone it is painful. it is like i have a hole in my chest/stomach...i dunno, i am really sad. does anyone have any advice? i thought theraoy helped you to feel better??
> thank you
> rain
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