Posted by Fallen4MyT on January 4, 2005, at 23:17:18
In reply to Everything old is new again, posted by Poet on January 4, 2005, at 20:32:21
Poet....you know me well enough by now to know I will not discount what you say...because you know what is going on with you best...I will say..that a job is for ME something I wish I could hold or even try for because my anxiety holds me back..sure I can use the cash big time but a job for me would also mean some higher fuctioning in my life...maybe you can take a look at that for yourself it is a plus....On the down side...I have had years some in a row like in 2002 and 2003 where I was a mess and down looked up to me...I was in a psychward for a night seeing a T and PDOC TAKING PSYCH MEDS stuff I NEVER had to do in my life..even when I was agoraphobic which was also a horrible run of about 2 years many years ago.....so my point is, you will make progess and be happier.....when; I cannot say we all go up and down to some extent...youre on a down...due for an UP :)
HUGS AND IT TAKES A LOT OF HONESTY TO SAY WHAT YOU DID..thats good ..a lotta people BS themselves
HUGE HUGS
> I see no progress. I'm more depressed, still have trouble opening up in therapy, meds were just increased and I didn't get through the holidays without bingeing and purging. My self esteem is zero.
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> So as I enter 2005, I'm stuck in Spring 2004.
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> Though I did finally get a temp job, but that's not emotional progress, it's just an economic bandaid. Add negative thoughts to all of the above.
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> Poet
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