Posted by mmcconathy on January 4, 2005, at 13:55:29
In reply to Re: pray i will die, please » mmcconathy, posted by B2Chica on January 2, 2005, at 16:02:25
Sorry that night i just had a mental stress breakdown. Lots of things are happening right now in my life, i think im going going to collapse.
Anyways, i take Dexedrine and Xanax which do help me cope, but im getting off xanax becuase its addicting espeically for my age (17).
Thanks, i know i just got to get my mind on life and not myself and my problems to survive.
My dad calls me nothing alot, becuase i cant be his dreams, his high expectations, and calls me trash and gay adn big queer.
Tony sometimes will start fights with him, tell him to pick some hookers, since he's the loser, and cant manage all 4 wives he's had.
Right now i feel i need to keep him to protect me.
Anyways, im going to hypnotherapy and try to work on some issues.
Thanks
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