Posted by alexandra_k on December 28, 2004, at 14:14:34
In reply to Re: the ongoing saga of T1 » alexandra_k, posted by cubic_me on December 28, 2004, at 9:25:44
>And it won't just prove to other people that you have tried...
Well, truth be told other people most probably still won't believe it. One charming therapist I worked with for a while terminated me (quite suddenly) and wrote a report for my file on how unsuitable I am for therapy and she reccomended that 'resources could better be allocated elsewhere'. Another therapist decided to go with her when she wrote an assessment on my suitability for therapy and so it has been a long hard battle for me just to get the system to acknowledge that I am suitable. That doesn't change the fact, however, that there is nobody suitable / willing to treat me.
>but it will prove it to you too, and you can be satisfied that you have done your best, whatever happens.
Yeah. That is the point really. I have been stuffing around with my present t's b*llshit for the past few months. To give him another 2 months is (in my opinion) very generous indeed. That way when I am blamed for the failure of the relationship at least I will be convinced in myself that I did my damn best - regardless of what others may say.
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