Posted by Skittles on November 11, 2004, at 22:29:25
In reply to Re: Here's one for you » Skittles, posted by daisym on November 11, 2004, at 22:00:20
No Daisy, I have not told my therapist about this. It's part of the subject matter that I just can't seem to open up about.
I don't have any specific memories of abuse, but I do have some gaps where I know something happened, but just can't remember what. I do think it's possible, and maybe even likely, that I was abused. But I'm definitely no expert.
Another thing about this I find interesting is that I started having this dream when I was travelling with my father. He had gone above and beyond to help me with some things over the summer and to thank him, I took him on a trip. I couldn't explain it at the time, but when I was making arrangements, I was really uncomfortable about the whole sleeping situation so I got two rooms. They were adjoining and the first night, I couldn't take my eyes off the door between us. Didn't sleep a wink that night. The next night I pushed a desk in front of the door and I was able to get some sleep, but then the dream started. I was always afraid to go to sleep when I was a kid too.
Would it be okay if I babble mailed you sometime?
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