Posted by michellemybell on November 6, 2004, at 12:53:17
In reply to Re: obsession with my T-abandoned, posted by Susan47 on November 6, 2004, at 10:02:15
I probably am not ready to see her, and I will work on it with my new T. I think it is just the weekends and nights that I get depressed, obsessed, and compulsive. I was even about to email my old T, which I cant do, and get my self in trouble. I just hate waiting, its unbearable.
Susan, I'm sorry to hear about your situation, how is everything now? Thanks for sending me your care.
> My heart really goes out to you. Can you identify your obsessive feelings' roots? I had those with my therapist as well, I really acted out wildly with him, I'm lucky he didn't yell at me, really. I was anxious about being loved and didn't feel good enough for him, he was my father in the relationship.
> I ended up spending a lot of time in bed with the covers over my head, shaking and crying. And once when I was cutting my hair (my version of nailbiting) I cut my finger quite badly and ended up dragging my sorry self to Emerg.
> Whatever it takes, be good to yourself if you can.
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