Posted by Susan47 on October 19, 2004, at 22:40:31
In reply to Re: Susan, posted by Annierose on October 19, 2004, at 19:36:33
I don't think we've talked before, how nice to meet you.
I saw the woman who saw my son about 8 yrs ago. Nine. Anyway we had a wrap-up kind of session (can you imagine, eight or nine yrs later? Crazy), she thought she'd hurt my feelings at the last session with my son, and she probably had, and I'm pretty sure I felt angry with her about it for a long time but didn't know I was angry, only felt sad.
Uh-huh. So nine yrs later we have this hour together, and I remember she's this really lovely, kind person I felt immediate warmth and kinship with. Mmm. Not intimidating AT ALL, really like old friends. When she laughed, the light of friendship sparkled and it was LOVELY.
Hew-ew, I'm having, like, a mind spasm. This was SO DIFFERENT from seeing my last, male, bodily beautiful and a panther stalking way-of-walking (Geez I think I should be a lyricist, or has it been written??) therapist. I couldn't believe the day and night difference in feeling. I came out of my hour with, let's call her Bibi, feeling and knowing that transference and countertransference had taken place, in a BIG way, with, shall we say, Chuck.
Agh.
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