Posted by karen_kay on November 7, 2003, at 10:51:44
In reply to Re: Please help!, posted by Dinah on November 7, 2003, at 9:51:51
I've mentioned it to him several times, about false memories, and he thinks that the answer would be no because he is not, I repeate not leading me in any way. Also, my body seems to remember more than my mind does at this point. And there are a lot of boundry issues that my dad crossed growing up (ie. no locks on bathroom doors, I had no bedroom door). I remember 2 memories in vivid details, but now I am startign to have flashbacks, and I just feel like my therapist is not really there, like he promised he would be. But, I have talked a lot aobut maybe having false memories, I'm just sure this sin't the case. Too many things make sense now, like why I'm afraid to close my eyes in the shower. Man, and I was just startign to think things were getting better, you know? I guess, in a way this is a sign I'm ready to finally handle it. I guess I have always known something was wrong I just haven't always been ready to accept it and actually "remember" what happened. Thanks for the imput, but I still can't eat or sleep.... Am going nuts here... *sigh*
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