Posted by rjlockhart '05 on August 5, 2008, at 20:19:44
Christ in the biblical spritual, let all humilation happen to him. He knew of its coming...he prayed to his father (Abba, God) asking for any other way for this not to take place.
I relate to what he felt, I have compassion for mistreatment, criminal's, and people that are forgotten, and know one cares about.
But.....i need, to ask. Why? why do i have this feeling. Ok? I have been judged, the tables will turn in time. I know my sins, and i admit them alot. What makes my not understand, and completely have a new spirital look. The people that judge'd have plenty of their own sins. So many people have showed me kindness, even though everyone was laughing. Pain has adapting.
I'm who was born to be, i didnt know why i came this world...i was lost my whole life. Stanger....no one really cared, the one person that does care. Is the spirit of Christ(this may not apply to you because this board discusses many religions). He doesnt not take bitterness against his evil-do'rs, which is pure. People who do take revenge, are evil do'r, but in their eyes they believe what they are doing is right. I dont blame anyone for having thoughts.
I'm angry during this time-period, i have to concieal my dark seeds that where born from ancestor's evil doings.
Wish me luck......but im discusted by what i was born from. I have no father, exept the Heavenly Abba.
-please dont block, this is a result of times of breakdowns, and misunderstanding. It must get out someway.
-a changed person.
poster:rjlockhart '05
thread:844429
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