Posted by linkadge on October 16, 2003, at 9:23:20
I have suffered from major depression for a while.
Every now and then I try to go off my medication, and I end up a horrible mess. Anyhow everytime I go back on them I end up where I am now.
I feel better, but at the same time I feel like God abandoned me. Part of recovery from depression is finding a way to connect to god, but each time I try and recover it becomes harder and harder, because I feel as if God doesn't really care about me. I also feel guilty about the swearing, the cursing, the blaming of God.
I just can help but wonder what happens to those who could never acess medication, how utterly separated from God they must feel.
Has anyone had similar thoughts ? Can anyone help me?
Thanks
Linkadge
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