Posted by pseudoname on October 11, 2006, at 21:42:35
In reply to Re: “Everyone should be depressed” (?) » pseudoname, posted by Declan on October 10, 2006, at 21:31:20
> That's a perfectly good excuse, pseudoname
Thanks, Dek. As I think I've mentioned to you before, that's really all I want out of life.
I guess I shouldn't talk about self-esteem here because my problems with it are not any kind of natural deficit. I am moderately confident of my abilities, such as they are.
What looks like my poor self-esteem is, I think, just fiendish, crazy, intrusive, obsessive self-criticism that somehow carries with it the glory of Real Truth. Take that away and I'd be as healthfully biased as the next 41-year-old under-employed twerp.
All I need is an excuse that's good enough to drown out the insane criticism in my head. (It would have to be believable to other people, too.)
poster:pseudoname
thread:693576
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/esteem/20060921/msgs/693967.html