Posted by Racer on May 8, 2008, at 5:19:58
In reply to Re: Not getting real world support on it... » Racer, posted by Sigismund on May 8, 2008, at 3:21:19
> > (he) said, "wow -- I guess you're not doing so well. That came on so suddenly..."
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> Really!
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> How do you explain this?
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> Men?No -- I'm just not on his radar. He says I'm important to him, but he doesn't even see me, doesn't hear me, doesn't really know I exist. He has no idea how his behavior affects me, even though he's been told by our marriage counselors.
I'm torn -- I have been suicidal lately, so it makes sense to get treatment in a structured environment, but I don't know that that can happen now. On the other hand, if it doesn't happen now, and I get that much worse, I don't know if I can survive that.
I am so alone, and I am dying from it. I have no one to turn to -- hell, I went to talk to my mother, see if maybe I could stay with her for a few days. Not move in, just spend a few nights. I should have known better. If she'd ever been able to extend herself for me, I wouldn't have ended up married to a man like this.
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