Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 20:41:38
In reply to Re: depressed, posted by rjlockhart37 on November 15, 2020, at 16:40:11
i usally turn to music to tune out emotions, then find that music can create emotions, and i made ideasa while listening, you know you feel the vibes from the tunes, it can create new insight
my cat, snowie kittie is always a little friend to turn too, and talking with close family.
The meds im on
prozac
lamictal
gabapentin
olanzipinethey took me off diazepam and nuvigil after i withdrew from phenibut, i had to be hospitalized because of the withdrawl, it was ... hell, 3-4 days almost none sleep, no gaba, adrenaline, they had to soak me with librium at the hospital to get back to normal, then after i was released my doctor took me off all controlled stuff, nuvigil, diazepam, it was .... hard hit to take, but that's done with now. Those negative feelings, that you feel no one help, unless you make a major descion or a jump, jumping rapidly into another place, place to live or job
alot of times i feel im the only person on planet, and that this board is just a board and i don't feel that acutal people are reading, it's quite difficult. Then in real life, im a bit diffrent, i write diffrent on babble than i talk in real life, this place has been here since early 2000s since started posting, grew up on the boards, but still even that, i don't talk or write like i do in real life here
but still this board has been a good family, or posting site for years, hopefully 2020 from now will be a good chapter for all of us
"There comes a time in your life where you have to choose to turn the page, write another book, or simply close it"
-Shannon L Alder
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