Posted by cadburyhesychasm on January 1, 2019, at 12:38:35
In reply to Re: Any effective way to counteract abilify impulse dc, posted by Christ_empowered on January 1, 2019, at 11:55:42
I've read before that SSRIs like Prozac are used not for rages that also result in property destruction fits of fury of significant nature, it is like fits of epileptoid like mania where the predominant mood is darkness and depression. One book I read sort of relates with me, it's always a weeping grieving withdrawing depression that when someone tries to touch that in anyway, it reacts, in the end all feelings which are usually amplified in a depressed manner are lost, I'm left without any feelings, and it ends wih acute unending outbursts of rage and hostility.
One thing that a book mentioned is that when the aggression turns on itself, like the patient ends up scratching his own face and tearing his clothes, it happens most likely in schizophrenia. I don't tear my clothes exactly but itreflects my feelings because I would often refuse food in anger and became so anger frustrated that the food given to me I would crush it and throw it on the plate in anger.
I remember all this from before, I don't have the usual psychotic sx. and all this seems a bit strange to me because withschizoprenia what people usually describe is a hallucination or say something that indicates a change in 'belief' about something or other, but yes it is is some sort of maniacal loss of contact with reality when I think about how I feel provoked with everything minor and scream at people in a very evil anger if they so much as talk or laugh louder than i would like.
maybe some episodic dyscontrol of an organic nature because this depression is not episodic but an unending source of something wrong that makes me weep and it is not relapse when i get irritability but it is ever present except when with proper medication. or probably schizophrenia. sorry for the lengthy line of thoughts but i feel so depressed.
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