Posted by B2chica on February 15, 2016, at 19:57:27
In reply to Re: pdoc...hands in air. now what » B2chica, posted by SLS on February 15, 2016, at 18:31:05
everytime i see this list it quite frankly makes me very sad and hopeless. so i just copied and pasted it from my list. the meds either worked and pooped out, had no effect or had terrible side effects.
currently on pristiq, adderall, gabapentin and zyprexa.
i've been on pristiq for about 6-7 years mostly working except a few breakouts couple times a year. zyprexa has always been my 'GoTo' med, but it seems to only be keeping at bay the 'horribles'. not much else.currently symptoms Mixed state and what i see as cycling, but pdoc says IS the mixed state. Depression of the physical aspect, hypersomnia and insomnia, lethargy, life is very effortful, poor hygiene.
Aggitation, anger, self loathing and disdain and contempt for the world around me. hopelessness, and prior bouts of crying.
there it is...my life layed out in 2 depressing paragraphs.AXIETY
xanax
sonata
klonipin
ambien
gabapentin
Inderol
Ativan (shots and tabs-.5-1mg)
Ativan (tabs .5-1mg
Buspar (gained 5lbs and attribute increased depression to it but not for sure, was only on it for about 2.5 weeks but depression got increasingly worse.
Prosazin (started to cry, 3 days Stopped)
DesyrelSSRI/SNRI other ADs
effexor
symbyax (Prozac)
wellbutrin (also XL, and two generics)
trazadone
remeron
zoloft
lexapro
pristiq
Fetzima (20,40, 60)AP
zyprexa (brand, generic: teva, aurobindo, Sun, Prasco 5mg tabs)
zyprexa zydis (brand, generic: Apotex, one other cant remember who)
seroquel
risperdal
geodon
abilify
perphenazine
Haloperidol (for anxiety) .5 to 1.mg PRN
Saphris Asenipine
Latuda 20, 40, 60mg.MOOD STAB
trileptal
topamax
lamictal possible SJSSTIMULANT
strattera
ritalin LA (and SA ritalin)
Adderall (corepharma, teva, barr, Sandoz)
Dexedrine ER (Barr)
Vyvanse
Desoxyn (Mylan?)OTHER
Omega-3
B-12
Folic acid
Centrum silver
Melatonin
Prenatal vitamin
B-100 complex vitamin
Deplin
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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