Posted by rjlockhart37 on November 6, 2014, at 12:13:09
hey, it's me, i'm just writing this i am really in the depth of depression, my medications that i'm on which are strong duty, it's like my body is just......resistant, not responding, and mainly what i have been doing is praying to god daily, sometimes twice daily to get the medicine working again, and i'm not trying to imply miracle, but since 3 years of this, the nuvigil and the prozac are starting to work.....im not saying god directly came down and touched me and im healed, but it's definetly changed after intense prayer off and on for 3 years.......god is real, but it's hard to descibe how to believe.....
so, i've lately been running on caffeine with nuvigil, and alot of people would say that's dangerous or unhealthy, but my body is resistant greatly to medicines, and sometimes caffeine, it built some kinda of resistance, not by tolerance, it just started losing all medications effect by 2010, after that's it's been a hell of 4 years, trying to get through the day get things done while i am so depressed.....
soo......maybe it will work if i just keep praying to god, it has changed since i've been writing god urgent prayer letters and put them on my alter in my room.....it took a long time but it's starting to work.....
until then......just doing things, even posting here, im in a bad mood, depressed.....and feeling no stimulation, expect forcing myself either to post here, gettings things done, school, gloomy mood.....
keep me in any kinda prayer, i want to be healed....
thank you for reading
r
not a scholar but understand distress.....
"unheard pain, is the told through good company"
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