Posted by b2chica on March 11, 2014, at 16:20:50
i was very 'anxious' today, didn't know what to do.
finally about 1:30 my pdoc called and said i could take a saphris 'now' and one tonight.
i took one and its now about 4:30.... and i'm not sure how to describe this.
but i keep thinking of death.i actually feel like kinda 'happy'? yet i keep thinking of suicide.
i'm not sure how to even explain this...but its weird that i feel kinda 'bright' and cheery, but i'm leaning towards death.
i have no desire to kill myself. but i'm thinking of it.
?? is it that maybe the saphris is not working? or could it be the saphris doing this??
any suggestions/
b2c
"What is madness, but nobility of soul at odds with circumstance.
The day is on Fire, and i know the purity of pure despair."
Theodore Roethke
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