Posted by Lou Pilder on November 30, 2012, at 20:57:08
In reply to About. Ready. To. Give. Up. Warning:depressing, posted by ChicagoKat on November 30, 2012, at 20:01:21
> Focalin has been more tolerable than Ritalin. But it is still a form of Ritalin. I was off any form of Ritalin a few weeks ago when I was on Nardil plus Nortriptyline. I thought it would be a great holiday for the Ritalin if I ever started it again. Today my morning dose worked so-so, but my noon and late afternoon doses had absolutely no effect on me.
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> It seems that RItalin, no matter what form I take it in, is giving up on me. And it is/was my last chance. If I can build up tolerance to it that quickly, it's just a short matter of time until it gives up on me completely. Then what?
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> I will live in my bed. I will only get up to use the washroom. I will force myself to take a shower once or maybe twice a week. I will lie in my bed and pray that I achieve a state of catatonia. Or a coma. My husband will eventually divorce me. I will have to try to live with one of my parents. That will not go well. I will eventually spiral down until I become homeless and addicted to crack or meth or something. And then it won't be long til I die.
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> Chi Kat,
I posted this long ago here and when I saw your post today I rememberd it.
Lou
http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/faith/2007227/msgs/819788.html
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