Posted by rjlockhart37 on September 25, 2012, at 13:00:40
you know as much as a talk about how hard it is to live in a controlled enviorment...with my parents...a couple years ago I lived with my aunt and uncle for maybe almost a year....i had pretty good relationship really...but I started to mess up with abusing my medication...and they did not put up with my bull sh it and I was out....you know I've always wanted to go back...to get a fresher start and live peacefully, but I know that I would be out maybe the 2nd or 3rd time I started to do things that are not acceptable to their rules...so ... of course there's my brother...but i would never go to his house from all the lack of sympathy and making fun of me and passively get a message he doesnt want to be apart of his family functions....all i can say is I don't need to get sentimental and go back and beg to be a part of his family because I know the awnser to it. Never...
but really my family is kind of limited, there's my aunt and uncle...my brother...my dad...and my aunt, and then there's my stepdad's side of the family...I just don't know them close enough to where they would let me come live with them, My dad's side of the family is an option. Still I know some of churches and goverment help....but ... you know living in a catholic home....it's strict, and no smoking either... i don't think I could do it...
so you know it would be so great If could come live with someone here on babble...in case things get nasty...and I just cannot live at home anymore...like I said the simple awnser is to get income...and get an apartment...problem solved..but the jobs let me go...my learning abilities are limited.
Just .. what do you think?? any advice or insight on this would be great...
rj
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 300mg
Fanapt 16mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightenment
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