Posted by Tepi on October 9, 2011, at 1:27:02
In reply to Re: Lyrica - social phobia » Tepi, posted by SLS on October 5, 2011, at 22:57:07
> I am going to take some time to think about how to respond to your post. In the meantime, perhaps you can provide some details as to your history of psychotherapy and how it has helped or hurt you.
>You are welcome Scott. My psychoterapy history its obviously very long. I started when I was 16 yers old taking SSRIS, Tryciclics, some conventionals AP like Haldol ,benzos, but nothing helped me those years . I was so bad , in those days I had 2 failed suicide attempts. I left all my meds when I enter collegue but I was so bad I kept looking more help. The atypical AP zyprexa was the first med tha made me feel a change , then I change to Seroquel wich was better because I didnt have weigth gain. Anyway my life was a mess . So I tried all the new drugs in those years , welbutrin , more benzos , my old doc give me more coventionals AP like fluanxol wich provoked akaticia , then he gave me more combos mostly SSRIS + AP(all kinds)or SRNIs + AP
Then it came the Nardil Era and all the combinations I did with it . So here Iam 16 years later still looking for a better quality of life
> You will be okay as long as you continue to be
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> How do you know that you are depressed? Do you think your condition rises to the level of Major Depressive Disorder?
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Honestly I dont know If Im still depressed . In my teenage years I remember being in my bed crying after highschool and avoiding all social contact.
Im not that bad in this moment but I really has no desire of doing things . I just wacth tv , and even that is boring for me . No jobbies in my life
Who knows if this is a real depression , maybe this is the real life
> How do you know that you have psychotic thoughts? Do they rise to the level of being schizoid?
>Maybe I had some psychotic thougths in high school . I remember I was very popular and I had a lot of friends . Then I started to think that one of my best friends was making a complot against me , like if he wanted to put everybody versus me . So I was convinced he was trying to take me away from the group so I started to stop talking to the people and I start to look for different friends, those wich were not on his side. A little later I had no abilities to make friends and I was so scare of the entire highschool
> http://www.mentalhealth.com/
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> Look at the Disorders section. Without attempting to diagnose yourself, take a look at how many psychobiological condition exist and what their symptoms are. I have my doubts that your schizoaffective disorder diagnosis is accurate. Do you think it is? Why?
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Honestly I would like to know what the hell is this . Maybe I have that but it is not only that. Schizoaffective disorder would not be the entire disease , My doctor never mention anything about the social phobia and that is the worst thing of all
The truth is that no med has been able to tell me exactly what is this , they just prescibe drugs and more drugs
So here I am , life is going on
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