Posted by rjlockhart04-08 on August 12, 2011, at 23:37:21
In reply to Maybe this is as good as it gets..., posted by mellow on August 12, 2011, at 22:46:27
There's nothing wrong with taking medication. The real drugs addicts are the ones that live their lives on narcotics and get away with it. I am a drug addict. Yes I am but I go to NA meetings, im miserable and meetings make life seem not so miserable. I google narcotics to learn about altered states of counsiouness that drugs produce wishing I had that effect they produce. What normal person does this?? none. Normal people think of shopping and doing everyday things not drugs like I do. I really hate who I am. But I want to share some experience strenth and hope with you that your ok. I have obessive thoughts alot of repeating voices that go on all day. And I havent told my doctor that because honestly I have to kiss her *ss to make her give me a drug I want. I can't stand it. Lift yourself above where you are. Think high of your self. Listen to music that calms or excites you. Talk to a friend or post here about your frutrations. Journal or write somewhere about how you feel. Write someone and tell them how you live so you won't be forgotten. I'm trying my best to help you because its a little confusing because you say you have happy life but you have some things in your way that make you unhappy.
When you have instruive thoughts. Think this. Keep saying to yourself "clear and free" don't say it outloud but say it in your head because that will make you believe that you are clear and free. Look up at the sky and see how blue it the sky is. Then think that's how much sanity you have. You have endless sanity and your will never have to fear of going insane.
I honestly do not think you have addiction problems from posts.
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