Posted by linkadge on November 6, 2010, at 7:30:08
In reply to Re: does anyone not want to get better? » SLS, posted by floatingbridge on November 6, 2010, at 0:43:19
>Somehow I am in a special category of being >extraordinarily unworthy. I see the irony--of >wanting to be special, even if it means >horrible. And yes, because, in large part by >early circumstance, my worth was defined and >paid to me by what I did.
I can identify. Off meds, even feeling bad, I still feel more like myself. On meds (esp ssris), I notice that I am blocked from introspection and blocked from feeling deep personal value. (well...blocked from feeling deep anything for that matter.)
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