Posted by vic80 on July 15, 2010, at 17:26:15
In reply to Modafinil: 'feeling sleep deprived', anxiety, posted by vic80 on July 15, 2010, at 17:08:18
This new form of tense jittery anxiety makes me feel emotionally numbed... And tends to make me have a barrage of old demons from the past haunt me.. Mainly a dissociation like feeling.. A certain incongruence between what i am saying or doing and what i am feeling. Probably too minutely noticing obsessively every action thought and mood of mine.
The only way i could feel a little better was taking the 0.5 mg Ativan,.. Which was followed with a slap happy feeling.. Lasted for a few minutes and culminating in feeling antagonistic and irritable.I have no previous use of stimulants. After developing anxiety several months ago i even refrain from coffee.
What should i do i wonder.. Go through a few more days of Modafinil to let it reach steady state or just dump it outright.. The anxiety could throw me down the hole again.
Pdocs appt is after 2 weeks.
I guess everything of anxiety had been taken care of by 50 mg Milnacipran, but it had made me hard hearted, dysphoric, apathetic zombie like and Melancholic.
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