Posted by Hunk20 on May 22, 2010, at 23:39:45
In reply to They still have power over me, posted by Hunk20 on May 22, 2010, at 20:47:26
Gotta say a few things about nardil since this is medication forum.
The self confidence i have right now is almost scary. Gotta change some of that old habits you know.. they worked with low self confidence but now i can stay cool :P But its really funny to try out stuff. People react VERY different to me. BETTER.
mood lift.. its not like i am happy all the time. like not for no reason. There are still things that upset me. I would say my emotions came to a good healthy level.
But i am endlessly thankful for nardil helping me to have this epiphany and to BLAST all denial away.
This is why it is a godsent. I can think like a healthy person.. but still the old habits and the old pain, the childhood need to be processed. But when that is done i am a happy man.
I view the world with different eyes now. Its a good place and there is hope to have a happy life and healthy good relationships. I was smiling at a MODEL in the middle of a photoshooting without hesitation. She smiled back. I smile at many people now its an awesome experience. You know give and take a bit of love. The world looks much brighter now.
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